I was thinkin of dressin up in some of my alt gear the other day, spend some time just sorting out my image sort of thing... and to be honest i can't even be bothered.

Dressing up like a prat used to give me an ego boost, and make me feel great... now i just think about what clothes i have got, and think fuck it just grab something.

No effort with my hair, my clothes or my life.

Can't even be bothered to draw... i come on here and see other peoples stuff... and just think "wish i could draw like that" and yea... i feel useless

I fantasies about being real punk, just living in some shit hole of a house condemed area of all society. Fighting and drinking everyday, with shoplifting as we chase gangs down the rails.... but it's just a dream created by watchin to many music videos... i could never acutally live a life like that